dear diary,
the past few months since 2006 started have flown past so fast that i hardly hav enough time for myself, friends and family. that's when it hit me. perhaps it's time to sit down and think of what has been happening to the people around me and how they are doing in their lives.

after what seemed like ages, i finally met up with keewei and sham. sighh. didn't get any pressie for keewei and i felt really horrible. =( WHAT A FRIEND. i owe you one babe! i will get a bday present for youuu. and anw, i was thinking of meeting up with vince at least for while today. but sighh. i guess he didn't want to. (i just missed him so! >.<) so yeahh sham kw and i met at cck control station and exchanged hugs.and guess wad. after we entered lot1, i saw some of my CC people. ahhhhh! i had to hide asap. oh mann. i felt so retarded. you see. i have been MIA for the many meetings at the CC. =X oh wells. so in the end, we managed to get outta lot1 and headed to fajar instead. settled down at macs and sham was desperately trying to contact fareez on the way. after a while, sham wanted to go and look for fareez at his block as we were very near his house. sham went ahead and kw and i shared a set meal. yumyum fries. Okay tt's besides the point. after which, we went to find sham. she was really helpless. fareez jus wouldn't answer her call. all she wanted to do was to meet fareez for the last time before he enters the field camp for the next 2wks. AND to pass a packet of his favourite biscuits for camp, which was really sweet of her. but wth. fareez just doesn't appreciate it. my best fren certainly doesn't deserve to be treated this way! she didn't do anything wrong in the first place. but i do understand her situation and like me, she has always chose to stay and hold on for love. after much waiting, fareez still wouldn't come down. sham broke down many times and we felt so helpless. there was nothing we could do. THEN my mum called. arghh. had to go home right away. booboo. and leave sham in the lurch. after giving her some comfort and a hug, i left with keewei. realised that it was raining on the way and started wondering how lin ming and his class is doing in sentosa. lol. not that i'm laughing at them, but sighh. it's a bad day for sentosa. =/ oh yes oh yes. hehe. and for almost the whole day, we were smsing each other, though i was out with my frens. wheeee. his sms-es make my day, always. :)) i love you.
and hey, that's my blog. don't quote from my bloggie okayyy. hehh hehh. but. i dun mind. =p

blehhh. dear diary, i can't take it anymore! all he cares is him getting a good bod at the end of the day. he's getting all geared and excited for canoe is coz of the thought of attaining a hot body and then being able to show off to girls. That's all he's looking forward to. oh mann. all you're excited about is getting a good bod.

dear, i'm so sorry. i agree and i understand that not everything is to be said vocally. i just needed some assurance coz time and again, i jus keep hearing you getting all excited for canoe just to get a hot body. fortunately we managed to cool things down and made things up again. yayyy. :) i'm just so glad that things changed over time. that we've learned not to just walk out or flare at each other anymore. (though yeahh, fights are inevitable) but we'll keep it to the minimum yes dear? :))