the day started so wrong right from the minute i woke up. was so tired that i almost couldn't bring myself to get up from the bed. it was 6.15 and i knew if i continued to look t the sky, sit around and continue hugging my pillow, i'm gonna miss my 640am bus, which just loves to leav earlier than i can reach the bus stop. arghh. stupid slow 186. old mannnn.

In the end, i managed to catch the bus and was feeling super tired and lethargic. Wanted to sleep so badly on the bus but just when i closed my eyes, vince smsed me. (great. i thought he forgotten abt me when he woke up or smth) so yeah. realised that he just got out of the house. so i replied and continued the conversation till the bus reached the stop before sji. By then, he stopped replying. And i knew it. He must be sleeping on the bus and not replying to my msg as and when he feels like it. AT LEAST sms me to tell me you wanna slp or smth. oh wells. anw, it was too late for me to slp already, as i was approaching cjc. sighh. i was so tired i tell you! it was one of those days which you just felt as if your eyes were closing on you and you struggle to OPEN them. arhhh.

dragged myself up to the 4th floor, and into the clsroom. and i mean DRAG. and i felt as if i was approaching some finishing line when i was walking towards 1T14 classroom. plopp. i dropped myself onto the chair and rested my head on the table. and fell into a deep slumber. i told you i was super tireeeeed. but it was so uncomfortable. the next thing i knew, i woke up with vince standing in front of me. wheeee. :)) went over to his cls after that and he gave me a gooood massage! thanks dear. it really helped.

after assembly, we went to search high and low just for shawn, the captain. vince said he's in T23, so we started searching everywhere for that clsrm. we went to J block, searched the whole of it, went up and down and then up again. then down to the pond area, which we realised T23 is there. however, guess wad. shawn isn't in T23. nvm. so we jus went back to class. ohhh! i said we were looking for shawn, but you dun even know why. see la. i'm ageing. hahaha. yupps. we intended to let him know of our absence for land trng as we wanted to go down to the sea sports club for registration. okayy so at first it was kallang, then we called up and was told tt it was full. so we tried changi. and smart me forgot to take down the address as i was in a rush, and only took down the directions. arghh. was scolded for tt later on.

so throughout school, i was feeling really restless. especially during chem tutorial. sighhs. but fortunately i still know what's going on. chinese lesson was crap lesson with joel. haha. my mood got better after break, when me and francesca voted. lol. funny things happened when we were there. joshua and his council fellow fren was there voting as well. and after i was done with mine, i jus peeked to see what they were doing. and his fren was like confused as to who to vote for. so they were trying to be funny. haha. they copied and pasted themis's face on paint and yeahh i'm sure you know what they did. started adding moustaches and goatees and what-nots on his face. mann.they were really horrible. as i walked back to class, i wondered what they could possibly do with MY face too. =X

in the end, after school stuff and all, we headed down to changi. and oh my. had such a HARD time just looking for that place. but i'm so grateful to them, who waited for us though they were supposed to close at 5pm. phew. he got a lil frustrated when things started going offhand. but things got better after a while. but i was thankful to have him there all the while.
grabbed a bite at the changi hawker centre and the yummy part was the goreng pisang! haha. i wanna have it agn!! thankew dear. for the last bite. though it was just a small portion of it, it made me feel really happy. :)) i love you.

and on the way, mumi called up and could tell that she was really upset over what happened and disppointed that i wasn't there for her ytd. sighhs. sorry mumi. but i had my problems too... talked to her just now and she finally let it out. hope that she's feeling better now. she clearly doesn't deserve all this. i dun understand! god. give her a chance please. why's my mum getting all this hurt and pain?? all i can do is to do well in my studies and make her happy. i know i can. for mumi.

oh nono. gotta go slp now! if not i wun be able to wake up tmr and dear will be .... again. hehe.
ermm. and yeahh. dear, don't be affected by what others say alrite. abt weehoe, isaac or tim. or whoever. just hope that we'll be able to stay strong together regardless of whatever happens or whatever that others say or do. i'll always stand by you. i love you and that's a fact that'll stay that way. it's a looong day tmr dear diary! ahhhh! (wheeee. i was so delighted when he told me tt he'll be staying back!) but if you're tired or anything, it's okiee. :))

niteyy! sweet dreams. I pray for mumi.