wheeeeee. i'm just so satisfied with canoe morning training today. though i was LATE and couldn't do my 3 sets of 3 properly. booboo. :( so sorry dear! i'll not switch off my phone next time. but i'm so happy you called. hehe. it just reminds me of the time when you used to sms me every morning when you woke up during Os at around 5am when you were still in sji. :)
lol. silly meeee. but yeahh. reminiscence. NICE ones.

oh yes. CANOE! hahaha. was supposed to reach there at 645.but arghhh. i rushed down and missed 186 and had to wait for the 640am bus, which was so late. i reached there at about 7am, when everyone was like doing their rounds. (wait. i just did my first set of 20push ups. 3more sets to go. =D) and ohh yeah. dear diary! my goal's to be able to complete 3 unassisted pull ups by june. YEAH YEAH. I CAN DO IT. riiiight? so anw. i joined suemaine and they were to do 5rounds. but heyy. not normal 5rounds. but to sprint. oh my. however, i only managed to do 2rounds and had to stop as they carried on to the next exercise, which was pull ups. and whoa. i tell you. i wasn't prepared for what happened next. we were supposed to do 3sets of 3 assisted. but STILL. i've never actually pulled myself up before. sighh. you could jus imagine. this weak girl trying to pull her mass body up with abt 2 ppl assisting her heavy body. sad case. (okay. 2nd set done.) cmon debbie!! i gotta train TRIPLY hard if i ever wanna make it up there! and of course not to forget my pwiince. gotta motivate each other! haha. must push ourselves hard! :)) jiayou jiayou.

so after that, we went to change and tt was when i heard haowen screaming away. abt me. yes. abt my decision to quit the badx team. haix. i didn't even dare to face them and stayed in the cubicle for as long as they were there. smtimes i wonder. if anyone would be able to understand my situation. but fortunately, things took a turn today. haowen smsed me and we managed to talk a lil just now. things are better now. at least she told me not to worry about the team and stuff. and that it's my decision, so nobody's able to say anything. i stepped onto a path of no return and this time, i've made the decision and i'm not turning back, but only to commit myself to canoe and train really really hard. mr isaac lim's talk did help actually. was rather encouraging and enlightening. i mean. yeahh he did help me get on track and made me feel better as i was able to clear things btwn badx and stuff...coz things with mr liu's really awkward now. so yupps. at least things are cleared and the impression isn't that bad anymore. just wanna get on with what i've in hand now. quit council today with vince and things didn't turn out well. kinda irresponsible. but we had no choice. it was the best solution. i just hope such situations wouldn't crop up again. hopefully, we'll be settled down in our new cca and work hard tgt!

(completed 3rd set.) oooh. and i was so happy. he stayed back today! for me! right right. hehe. thankew dear. just for having ice cream with me at Gelare. hmm. oh yeahh. mr lim also asked him to join the other j2s for S paper. goodness. ahhhh! this's so scary. but tt's all his hard work and his goal all this while. i'm happy for ya. =) so yupps. he had strawberry paradise. which is really a paradise, and i had my baked waffle with choco ice cream! ooooh. it just tastes so nice. =D after which, we went to the bus stop to take a bus back to cj and then home. however, on the way, we kinda had a lil quarrel over some dumb thing which i dun wanna be reminded of. hmm. yeahh dun wish such things to affect us anymore. our love's worth more than that. (",)
but at the bus stop, i bumped into haowen and another badx team mate. so haowen was like asking me what happened and all. but i had to rush off so i replied her after that.

oh dear. smth bad happened though. sighh. on the way back, mumi called and she told me that she and uncle steve aren't tgt anymore. i was quite shocked to hear that and though i've heard abt her and him quareling a number of times, but i didn't expect things to be this bad. sighh. it's really difficult to maintain a long distance relationship. oh my. after so long, after so much of holding on... things just happen. JUST LIKE THAT. haix. i don't wanna separated from you, ever. i didn't know what to say then. and when she came back, she saw me online and wasn't happy either. oh my. can't i ever do smth to make mumi happy?? hmm. from today onwards, i shan't go online for unnecessary purposes anymore. "self-control!" (isaac lim) i must do tt!

and heyhey!! i finally understood chemical bonding. hahahaha. i'm so... i dunno!! too happy and relieved. nothing beats the joy of understanding and being able to know what the teacher is saying in class. phew.

fortunately, we were able to check for the earliest time slot for our one-star course, which is gonna be on this and next sunday. goodie! haha. and yayyy. we'll be going down to register tmr. i feel like a young pri sch child who's getting all excited over some field trip or smth. lol. so yupps. hopefully, and i pray, everything will go well tmr. had quite a tiring but nice day today. and i managed to stay awake for the whole day!! even during KBOng's tutorial! but... oops. i gotta catch up on my PHYSICS. yes. physics. sighh. catch ya soon!
last set completed! =D

niteyyy. *snuggle sunggle.