I don't know what to do.
I just can't continue to deceive myself anymore.
I think it's better for you to leave.
it's too painful to go on
it's all one-sided
and i seem to be the fool
i don't wish to go on hoping and living on false hopes
when at the end of the day,
you don't seem to care.

I wanna get mysef outta this stupid whole mess I got myself in for the past 6mths. My life is screwed and ruined because of you, just because i love you. But i gotta stop myself from being disillusioned any further, before it's too late.