what's it with trust? and how does it come about?

dear diary,
i've so much to say and spill out that i dunno how to and if i'll have the time to. But i'm so glad that at least i've someone i could spend the day with, just someone to be there... without having to say much. In fact, this special person needn't have to understand at all, but could just be there beside me all the while. With no words, no special touches, no nothing. =) Just two simple people walking down the street on a cloudy and moody late afternoon. :)
i'm just afraid that one day, i'll lose this really good friend of mine. maybe one day, he'll walk away from me... one day.

I really appreciate that letter you wrote for me. though i'm not sure if the song's specially for me. but i like it anyhow. Thank you. =)