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Thursday, February 16, 2006
tears stream down every night.
Everything's fine now i guess.
I'm tired of always blogging about everything he does to hurt me.
and yes, once again, he's making me cry and scream silently in pain every night.
why am i letting myself to this state?? why??
i really don't deserve this at all. NO i don't.
why must things turn out this way.
why must there be another third party coming in btwn us?
why is it that it's xiu ting, another girl, who's the one to cheer him up and make his day whenever he's feeling down?
WHY?? WHY ISN'T IT ME.
it hurts. it does. free me please.
somebody.help me. please. free me from this pain.
i can't go on this way.
--> listening to: When You Tell Me You Love Me
I'm tired of always blogging about everything he does to hurt me.
and yes, once again, he's making me cry and scream silently in pain every night.
why am i letting myself to this state?? why??
i really don't deserve this at all. NO i don't.
why must things turn out this way.
why must there be another third party coming in btwn us?
why is it that it's xiu ting, another girl, who's the one to cheer him up and make his day whenever he's feeling down?
WHY?? WHY ISN'T IT ME.
it hurts. it does. free me please.
somebody.help me. please. free me from this pain.
i can't go on this way.
--> listening to: When You Tell Me You Love Me
scrambling away into darkness at 6:28 AM
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