Saturday, February 18, 2006
GUILT.
i just felt like blogging on what i did ytd. something horrible and wrong. i hit my brother repeatedly. yeah just coz he didn't allow me to switch off the com. he wasn't allowed to touch the com but the moment he came back, he started accessing the com as mumi wasn't home then. I was in a rush and wanted to switch off the com but he didn't allow me to. He pushed my hand away and i don'tknow what came over me but i really couldn't take it anymore and hit him hard on his arm, pushing him away from the com. i started screaming away and finally shut the com down. And he ran away crying and scolding me a retard and stupid. i couldn't take it and hit him agn. he hit back and it followed. in the end i just stomped away and outta the house. i felt really bad and frustrated... when i came back last nite, mumi told me tt isaac's sick. he felt giddy after a blow on the head from me. but i didn't hit his head! i rmb i didn't. if i did, i just wanna say tt i'm really sorry. isaac,jie didn't mean to hit you on your head or even lay my hand on you. i wun do tt agn. i won't.
scrambling away into darkness at 11:52 PM