Thursday, February 09, 2006
ecard
dear vince, Love takes two to make it work. I'm sorry if I haven't been doing my part. Of the things that mean the most, you are the most important and I'm sorry that I let you down. Let's try this again with hearts anew. Let's give US another chance.I never thought i'd have to search for an ecard under the 'Sorry' section, but well, I gotta make things up this time. I don't know if you're willing to give us another chance but I sincerely hope you do. I just wish that I'll be able to be there to cheer you up or make your day, but then again, i know i gotta be mature and practical about this. I hate to say this, but if you're really unhappy abt being with me and unwilling to give us a chance, do let me know. I'll understand. But, nono.. I hope I don't have to face this cruel fact at all. I can understand that it's difficult for you to trust me again as i've upsetted you many times,but I told myself tt i'll grow up and be more mature in handling things. I know all this takes time and I'm not here to rush things or put any extra stress on you. It's okay... 'cause i'll always be here for you whenever i can. If possible, do take a second look at those little gifts tt i gave you.they're small but significant. the card, glass,notebook,shoe bag... though they may seem like simple or cheapskate stuff, they mean smth special which are only meant for you alrite. Most importantly my dear, follow your heart. As much as I want to make things work out, I want to see you happy too. And I really mean it. Lastly, I don't know if I should say this but... I guess it's better not to. I've given and said everything I can possible give and say. I just want to let you know that I've been praying, wishing and hoping that you're the one for me, spending time and energy reflecting on how I've been as a person. I'm not someone perfect, but I do give my best in everything... in terms of studies, school stuff, friends, and relationships. The bad part is that I don't treat such things lightly as some of my frens advised me to, and I end up not able to let things go easily. I know that sometimes things don't go smoothly and when tt happens, there's another better person who suddenly appears in your life... etc. but i want to let you know tt currently, i still have trust in you. okay tt's not e point. I'm being as long-winded as your great-grandma now but hey, i've cut it down already. hehe.=D Remember- follow your heart.
love,debbie This's the card, which i sent to him the previous time we fell out. dear diary, it's over. it's over. it is.
scrambling away into darkness at 4:55 AM