ME
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Saturday, October 22, 2005
can't take it no more
My life was going oh so smoothly... till you came and appeared in my life.
dear dear diary, tell me.oh tell me. it's 2.25am now but i can't seem to fall asleep. oh watever! relationships again. yes.AGAIN. it's my dearest brother, isaac's birthday today and we celebrated with e aunties over at U.S's hse with a delicious bbq dinner. it was yummy and we enjoyed ourselves... with all the yum yum chicken wings, hotdogs and not to forget, the specialty- garlic bread! lol. nice nice nice! =D
and so here i am now. with him. yes yes yes. again. once again, i'm in a relationship. pardon me and bear wif it dear diary, but i feel tt i've gotta let it out and will thus type in CAPS. HOW DUMB CAN I GET? HOW IDIOTIC? HOW SILLY. HOW STUPID?! TIME AND AGAIN, I'VE FELL. AND FELL. AND FELL. i feel like a complete idiot, seriously. i dunno wat's wrong with me. it was not long ago tt e whole gerald issue was resolved and now comes another. oh dear.ohdear. i'm realli asking for it. like, wat e hell mann. wat e hell. oh forget it. i dun even think he likes me, diary. i bet he still likes tt rgs girl (yunting, or smth like tt), coz if he doesn't, he wouldn't wanna get into rjc, so as to get to noe e other rgs girls. i told you!!! OKAY ALRIGHT. I'M JUST BEING NAIVE AND GULLIBLE OK? WHY WOULD A SMART BOY WHO'S LIKE, HIGH UP THERE IN TERMS OF INTELLIGENCE EVEN LIKE A NEIGHBOURHOOD SCHOOLGIRL? YEAHH.only debbie leong suet yern would be e dumb dumb freak to believe that. i dunno.idunno.but i guess ranting on wouldn't help anymore. but it did relieve me a little. thanks alot dear diary.=')
instead of going on like a crazy uncivilised person, i guess it's better to DO SMTH ABT IT. yeahh cya.
i hope tt by e nx time i update this blog of mine, i'll hav smth nice to say abt my personal achievements tt i'll be proud of. tmr's a new day. and dear diary, i sincerely and seriously hope tt my bday this yr would jus pass by fast enough to prevent any unfortunate events to take place. please. don't. i dun need no surprises. jus gimme an ordinary day as it is.
i'll prove to you and myself that i'll be able to do it. I will obtain a score below 10.
dear dear diary, tell me.oh tell me. it's 2.25am now but i can't seem to fall asleep. oh watever! relationships again. yes.AGAIN. it's my dearest brother, isaac's birthday today and we celebrated with e aunties over at U.S's hse with a delicious bbq dinner. it was yummy and we enjoyed ourselves... with all the yum yum chicken wings, hotdogs and not to forget, the specialty- garlic bread! lol. nice nice nice! =D
and so here i am now. with him. yes yes yes. again. once again, i'm in a relationship. pardon me and bear wif it dear diary, but i feel tt i've gotta let it out and will thus type in CAPS. HOW DUMB CAN I GET? HOW IDIOTIC? HOW SILLY. HOW STUPID?! TIME AND AGAIN, I'VE FELL. AND FELL. AND FELL. i feel like a complete idiot, seriously. i dunno wat's wrong with me. it was not long ago tt e whole gerald issue was resolved and now comes another. oh dear.ohdear. i'm realli asking for it. like, wat e hell mann. wat e hell. oh forget it. i dun even think he likes me, diary. i bet he still likes tt rgs girl (yunting, or smth like tt), coz if he doesn't, he wouldn't wanna get into rjc, so as to get to noe e other rgs girls. i told you!!! OKAY ALRIGHT. I'M JUST BEING NAIVE AND GULLIBLE OK? WHY WOULD A SMART BOY WHO'S LIKE, HIGH UP THERE IN TERMS OF INTELLIGENCE EVEN LIKE A NEIGHBOURHOOD SCHOOLGIRL? YEAHH.only debbie leong suet yern would be e dumb dumb freak to believe that. i dunno.idunno.but i guess ranting on wouldn't help anymore. but it did relieve me a little. thanks alot dear diary.=')
instead of going on like a crazy uncivilised person, i guess it's better to DO SMTH ABT IT. yeahh cya.
i hope tt by e nx time i update this blog of mine, i'll hav smth nice to say abt my personal achievements tt i'll be proud of. tmr's a new day. and dear diary, i sincerely and seriously hope tt my bday this yr would jus pass by fast enough to prevent any unfortunate events to take place. please. don't. i dun need no surprises. jus gimme an ordinary day as it is.
i'll prove to you and myself that i'll be able to do it. I will obtain a score below 10.
scrambling away into darkness at 3:00 AM
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