firz daee=)

Saturday, January 15, 2005

my font colour's black today. coz things din turn out well at all. coach finally made his decisi0n on the 12 players of e team. yeppz keewei made it into e team this yr! =D hehe... and it's all due to her determination and... tt postcard d0r and e rest gave her. nice one... and now it's zer0 and geok hui. haix... geok hui made it into e team but not zer0. =( nad after tt, tingx2, rachel and ruiyi cried for her. zer0 din cum to sch today so i dun tink she has known abt it yet... and they realli do not noe how to break e news to her. plus, it's her birday on mon... how're they gonna tell her? sighh. and they are a lil angry at geok hui... and i find it quite unreasonable and i feel tt we are a team though some ppl got in instead of other certain ppl. arghh. i dunno. juz hope tt mr cheng would b able to get an early dismissal form for zer0 too. so tt all of us can be there as a team together to0. =) *dun worry zer0, we're a team!* thus we decided to buy a cake for both zer0 and minfang on mon. same bday... well, hope tt things will be better and things will turn out bright and well.=)
eEks.! so tired today tt i fell asleep on my bed for abt 2hrs agn... haix. and i thought... i wouldn't think of u anymore, but u juz appeared in my dreams again. do i hav a choice? sighh. u were juz there, beside me, in this wonderful sweet dream. i noe.. it's been over for a yr already. exactly a yr actually... sobs. but the crack's still there. time and again, i can still feel e pain... but yepp i told myself i wun think of u anymore. take careee... and gd luck for ur upcoming tourney. =')
*KSS GIRLS ARE GONNA RETAIN E CHAMPIONSHIP `05!* =D

scrambling away into darkness at 1:08 AM