"my bottom hurts from sitting on the fence too much." :/ So it's time to make a choice and get up. :(

Argh. debbie, when will you ever learn to be decisive?
From deciding on my future university plans and courses to deciding on what i really want peronally for the best for myself, or even deciding on miscellaneous stuff like which bag/food/colour/clothes to pick.

blehh.

Hmm. Looking through the requirements for a particular uni. searched for available scholarships... (yes i know, for debbie to get a scholarship is akin to the sun rising from the west.) =/ Just felt that i had to search for a sense of purpose and find a source of motivation for this year. If not, i'm never gonna be able to push myself hard... "Go debbie, go!" RAHH

Training today was quite tiring, since i didn't get enough rest last night. I actually woke up at 6 and panicked, thinking that i was gonna be late for school. but realised i set the alarm at 6 for another reason... Still managed to give my best for training and the 2 consecutive timings made it more strenous, but it was gooood training. :) The warm-up run was one of the best runs we ever had since quite some time back. Hmm. gotta learn to kick when rowing k1! keep stable. stable. stable. Stability.

On a lighter note, i learned how to fold paper cranes today! :) Many thanks to you, my new friend :) Yayys we managed to complete all of them after like, 3hrs? =D

one paper crane = one bowl of rice for the less fortunate.

and realised that origami in a peaceful, quiet and small lil place of your own, thoughts start coming to your mind, but it doesn't get tt horrible, coz you're also concentrating on the task at hand. Thus, as i folded the countless cranes today with some peace and quiet and a friend beside me, it made me feel a lil better, as i sorted things out and found peace and solace in myself :)

you and i contributed. a plasticbag full of paper cranes. in the name of charity.
hmm. paper cranes. peace and quiet. =)